life is what you make it.

Yesterday, the unthinkable happened. England dropped Kevin Pietersen. For now only for the third Test of the series against South Africa, and we'll have to wait and see where both parties go from here, but I believe it'll be tough for him to come back from this and to regain a place in this team which he's felt increasingly isolated in. Hearing the news yesterday has quite surprised me, because I would've expected those in charge to cave. To fall for his Youtube sob story trap and cave, as they've done numerous times in the past. Instead, they've finally made a decision, which couldn't have been easy for them, and I can only respect them for it.

Pietersen apologists continue to throw the ~fact that he was dropped because of texts, and texts only, at you when you dare to agree with his omission, citing a clear breach of trust for these private conversations to even have come to the ECB's knowledge. Call me crazy, but is the important thing really how they know or that they know? He was asked to provide the ECB with proof that he hadn't sent texts containing derogatory remarks about his captain to members of the opposition team (texts containing derogatory remarks, not just plain "hey, how's it going? i'm bored bru" texts) inside a clear timeframe, which the ECB also prolonged by a couple of hours to give him every opportunity to at least repair some of the damage, or even deny sending them altogether. He did neither, which implies he was in the wrong, and couldn't possibly be understood in any different way by Flower, Strauss and the ECB.

For me personally, those texts alone would've been reason enough to drop him, to at least suspend him for a Test or series. (And let's just remind ourselves again, that it's not about texting opposition players, but about the content of those texts.) But he also could've gotten the boot after his pathetic press conference at Headingley last Monday, where he blamed basically everyone and his dog for his misfortunes, when he's brought this all on himself. Or after he'd asked to play the full IPL and miss out on Test matches, while maintaining it wasn't about the money. Or after his retirement from one-day cricket. Or when he decided he didn't want to sign a contract with a county anymore. Or actually after the Moores affair back in 2009. Do we see a pattern here? Or is that my well-known reputation as a "KP hater" speaking?

According to Jonathan Agnew, publishing his interview on Youtube was a violation of his central contract, and ECB officials had actually asked him not to go ahead with it, yet he did it anyway ‒ retracting and contradicting literally everything he's said before (how credible), and for what? A lame last-ditch effort to get the public on his side, so they can run with the "he was dropped for texting" story. And judging by some of the comments in the past 24 hours, all I can say is: despite a regrettable lack of tears and wobbling bottom lips in the video, it's working.

The fact that the comments from Hugh Morris clearly identify the texts as one key point, indicating that there were others ‒ let's ignore that. Let's also ignore all his previous well-publicised transgressions that would barely fit on a toilet paper roll, especially and most recently his embarrassing press conference after the second Test in Leeds; let's ignore that he was told not to publish his self-serving PR stunt joke of a video interview but did it anyway; let's ignore that he did not only screw Peter Moores but also tried to screw Andy Flower with him; let's ignore that the majority of the team seem to not trust nor respect him anymore.

Actually, let's ignore everything and just focus on the fact that England have dropped their arguably best batsman for being able to operate a mobile phone after his arguably best innings at Headingley for the must-win Test at Lord's. Which, according to the overly dramatic Pietersen apologists, England are certain to lose, now that Pietersen is not playing. Just like the first Test at the Oval, which England lost by an innings and 12 runs without KP. Oh wait...

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Having said all that, both sides have handled this mess in the worst possible way, and the ECB is heavily at fault as well, and has been for quite some time. They should've either reigned him in earlier or got rid of him earlier; letting him get away with all his antics and then sitting there thinking "We've created a monster!" reeks of The Sorcerer's Apprentice, and they should've known better. They should've known that this was never the right way to go about dealing with someone like Pietersen ‒ obviously a genius, obviously a flawed character. 

It's evident that Pietersen wasn't cut from the squad for Lord's over the texts only, and people who believe that are beyond naïve and should maybe consider getting real, but the ECB are clearly lacking the balls to come out and tell it like it really is. "We've overlooked all your crap, used you and your blatantly obvious, extraordinary talent for as long as we could, squeezed you like a lemon, and now that neither the team nor staff nor us armchair poopers can be bothered to put up with you anymore ‒ there's the door.", and maybe accompany that statement with a list of all the beautiful things Kevin Pietersen has put them through in the past eight years.

Wherever Kevin Pietersen went, controversy has been following him around. Fortunately, I'm not as blinkered to think that people haven't treated him wrongly during his career too (Swann's remarks, for example), but hearing him complain about the last couple of days having been demoralising for him and his family makes me cringe, because ‒ who caused this again? He called for coaches to be sacked, he put his signature under a central contract and retired from one-day cricket anyway knowing what the rules were, he listens to his celebrity friends more than to common sense, he couldn't get enough fame and glory and money and kept on demanding more, while completely overlooking that people like Andy Flower (or just recently Matt Prior) kept on bending over backwards to accommodate him and his Everest-sized ego, and he decided to burn the last of the already wonky bridges on August 6 at Headingley.

Love him or hate him, but staying true to himself, staying true to Kevin Pietersen always doing what's best for Kevin Pietersen, he should've wished for a different (preliminary) end to his England career than this soap opera. He should've wished to leave with a bang, a bang like his Leeds innings, a bang like clawing back the Test series against South Africa of all countries and holding on to the #1 spot ‒ a bang befitting of his talent and his larger-than-life persona.